Author Archives: Haillie

Who would have guessed a girl like me trying to kill her self? Everyone thinks I’m ok but inside I’m dying, why not get my life over with already not like I have a meaning in this world anymore. My dreams we’re taken away from me, I guess only special people can succeed and change the world. Well I’m helping a world get rid of one person it doesn’t need anymore, That’s me :unamused:

Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain’t all sunshine and rainbows. It’s a very mean and nasty place and I don’t care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain’t about how hard ya hit. It’s about how hard you can get it and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward. That’s how winning is done! Now if you know what you’re worth then go out and get what you’re worth. But ya gotta be willing to take the hits, and not pointing fingers saying you ain’t where you wanna be because of him, or her, or anybody! Cowards do that and that ain’t you! You’re better than that! -Eric Markwart That’s my big step bro luve ya :kissing_heart:

I feel left out… At school I try to fit in but none see’s me I’m like a shadow… At soccer I try my best but the rude girls always ignore me and when they don’t I’m just something they can push around.. My brain isn’t smart I fail tests I study for hours then a course I feel ashamed… But not one person asks if I’m all right. I hide my tears but I wish someone would tell me.. Are you ok?

I have a huge fear if getting back in my horse because a year ago I fell off him in a storm and I sprained my wrist I was terrified of getting back on him. Today I was so close to getting on him then my grandpa said Haillie get ready to get bucked off (it was a joke) but I froze and I couldn’t do it I’m only a kid I just got this worst feeling ever. I don’t know wat to do anymore email me at haillie07@hotmail.ca plz I need to get over my fear ( my grandma said he’s a useless horse and she might sell him but he is my best friend help :'(

My top 3 inspirations:kissing_heart: Indigo is my first inspiration because if it wasn’t for him I wouldn’t be able to some of the stuff I do today because of him I faced my fears and I tried new things but also I found who I truly am. My family is my second inspiration, if it wasn’t for all the kind and generous things and the lovely care I wouldn’t have had the best family anyone could ask for. My last inspiration is Pavelec I lost count of all the games and practices I’ve been to just to see him he taught me to keep your head high win or lose you have another chance he taught me to be the goalie I am today.